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I'm doing great as of this moment. Living a great life. Enjoying everyday and spending each day with no regrets. Somehow, I feel happy for myself, that i am and was able to pick myself up when i thought i never had the chance to.

Yes I am happy, yet a part of me is afraid of the future. Of what could happen.. to me and to this certain sweet lady. You see, there are uncertain things in things in this world. And by that I mean there is uncertainty in everything.

Right now, I am satisfied being at this distance. I may have come a bit close but that's about it. All I'm asking is to have an ample opportunity to get to know her better and be with her. Everything's doing just great.. but somehow, i just can't stop thinking about what if's. Guess it's better to be prepared. Atleast I did what i had to do and would not regret that i did it. And come to think of it.. If all else fails then what now?

Don't you think time seems to be moving slowly these past few days.. I wonder why.. hmm.. or is it just me?

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Don't know where I read this but they say that these are the 10 most important two letter words to be successful.

"If it is to be.. It is up to me."

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Ang hirap ng ganito.

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"But don't you think, that it's better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?" - Henry (Time Traveller's Wife)

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Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Somehow, she just takes my breath away.

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Hey, nyoy's version of someday got out. Well, he was the one who composed the song.

Enjoy. Uhm. I mean emote. haha.

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"Hold on!" I say to myself. I usually say these words to those around me who's down. But this time.. I guess this one's for me! so hold on.. even if there's nothing else to hang on to..

When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what that means. There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard. You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.

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Masasabi mo bang bobo ako..? kung ikaw lang ang laman ng utak ko...

Baket ganun? Hindi ka naman camera pero baket sa tuwing napapatingin ako sayo e napapangiti ako..

Alam mo ba na mas gusto ko pa ang pwesto ng mga letters sa keyboard.. kasi magkatabi ang u and i.

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It's been a week now since i've written something.

Not much has happened lately. I'm still torn between saying words those words that I really want to say or just stay still.. and wait for some time. It's hard. Damn that uncertainty. Forgive me for the word. I know I've decided already. But how come I'm not moving forward?.. sigh...

My younger brother's in town at the moment.. He's staying in manila for a week. So all of us are complete. Me, my two younger brothers and the youngest, my sister. It would have been better if Mom and Dad were here too. Atleast we could do something. As a family. But as for now, me and my siblings gonna have some bonding time together. I'll treat them tomorrow. Watch prince of persia. Go buy something for them, Dine in a good restaurant and have fun. This would be the first time we are going out. I'm excited and I am hoping everythings gonna be ok tomorrow.

I'll try not to think of any others things tomorrow. Just set aside all those other things.  Just have fun. Enjoy the moment together. Cherish the time.