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So what is it really?? Though most say that one should not fear if what you think and feel is true yet I just couldn't help that fact that there is that hint of fear inside me. A hint of fear yes, but doubt? None whatsoever. Not a single trace of it in what I'm experiencing.

Everything is doing great I must say, with a certain bump here and there, but summing it all up.. Life is indeed to be enjoyed. I've never felt this great from before. Must have been all those wonderful things happening around me lately. I've experienced those times when all the music playing is against you but this time it's the other way around. MYMP classics playing during dinner and even up to the fx i took on my way home. (Way back into love and God gave me you played tonight, those songs just made me smile).

Gave her something a while ago, It was something that should have been given days before. Well It was something that should have been said even before everything started. I know, there was something missing within that letter, not to mention the last part which I omitted. Somehow there was something hindering me from trying to let it all out. Please, God help me on this one.

She asked if she need to reply or comment on what I wrote. Well, I just replied that it's not that necessary. If she feels like saying something then there's nothing wrong with that and I told her that she should just go for it. Having said that I patiently and nervously waited for her reply. I must admit my heart skipped / missed a beat. I just thought to myself, tama ba talaga na sinabi ko mga salitang yun? Then her reply came. Held my breath exhaled a deep one. This was quite a night I must say..

*andun na yung kaba.. pero tila napawi lahat ng iyon ng makita ko ang ngiti sa huli. At sa gabing ito, masasabi kong matutulog akong di napapawi ang ngiti sa aking mga labi.