lovefull

I found myself sitting here tonight reminiscing about all the unforgettable times we've shared together. Those moments were only few but just thinking about it makes me glow inside. More so than being happy, I'm pround to be part of something extraordinary, you.

At first, I was hesistating to do this because there is too much to risk. But then I realized I don't want to have any more regret when the time comes. There are many things I want to say to you but I just don't know where to begin. I don't even remember how to do this but deep inside I know that if I go on with this, there would be changes. I choose to continue simply because I want to and need to express myself. I'm not sure if you've noticed it during those times that we were together. Somehow its hard to keep things as it is. As time progressed, it gets harder to pretend that I don't have any feelings for you.

I may have written a lengthy and undetailed letter trying to confess to you but then I realized that everything I've written would end up as waste. It would be a waste to write something so extensive when my feelings remain so logically simple. It takes only a few words to clearly describe how I feel about you. To cut everything short, I'd like to tell you and let you know that my intentions are true and I want to commit myself to you as I have commtted myself to the Lord.

To anyone who knows you, you are a bright, capble achiever who is beautiful and remarkably confident, without you their lives would be a little more difficult and a little less pleasant. To me, you are simply me, without you, I would not be me. You have been a part of me that I would not faintly resemble that man I am today, and I thank you for that.

Now you have an idea of how I feel and with that changes are bound to happen. Even with the changes coming around, know that I am still the man who you once knew, who'd always be there for you. Changes are inevitable and the best that I could do is change for the better.

P.S. I don't exactly know when you'll be able to read this. I just hope and pray that by the time you've read this. I could have mustered enough courage to say to you everything I wanted to say.