lovefull

Who'd have thought that I'd get the chance to be with ms. J again. While I was only wishfully thinking for only another dinner, God blessed me with way too much. I could vividly remember how funny it all started. From an invitation to have a cup of coffee up until it became watching a movie, enjoying gelatos and ending up with the much hoped for dinner. It was as if the universe conspired for everything to happen. Even the tambay hours meant a lot to me.

A fun filled day of smiles, happiness and laughter. I'd say that one of the best feelings in life is discovering that you are still appreciated by someone, regardless on how somebody else have made you feel unworthy. Thankful to have felt that feeling, and just glad I got to feel again one sleepy head on my shoulder.

How I wish I could have not let go of her hand when I had the chance to hold it. How I hoped that the day could not have ended. But then again.. one should accept the fact that sooner or later.. it has to end. As we parted ways, I thought to myself.. One must not lose faith.. better days are coming!