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Oh It's going to be a new year soon, everyone's excited. I for one is with those who's bidding 2010 and embracing 2011 whole heartedly. Twenty-ten has been a great year for me. A year of realizations, healings, blessings and miracles. I'm thankful for the year that has been.

The year where I found a new community. Started new friendships. Met new people. Help others as well and Healed myself of the wounds twenty-O-nine dealt me. I may have lost everything that I believed in that year but 2010 made me realize that I didn't lost it all. It's been quite a tough year but hey I managed to walk through it with the help of family, friends and God. I'm thankful for all the things that happened to me this year. The good and The bad. Even the littlest of things did matter. And I would have never wished for it to happen any other way.

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Do I look that much that I need someone to be happy? I wonder. I admit I did try to find love this year. But I failed miserably in trying to date someone around 6 months ago. Though I've thought of it as just a way of getting to know her and haven't even went on courting her, the fact was never hidden to people. In short, people knew it as you know what. hehe.

I don't know what's going on with the people around me. Is it just me or there are so many of them playing as matchmakers. I know they're just concerned individuals but It's kinda creepy in a way.  Even the slightest of  friendly get togethers is entitled with a tease or two. Not to mention just sitting beside a lady is also included  in these kinds of agendas. It's not that I'm against such things, match making, blind dates or whatever you call it. In fact I am open to such possibilities, getting to know another person and having an additional friend wouldn't hurt, and you'll never know what it might entail. But what about my own preferences, as much as I'd like to entertain such ideas, I see to it that I just don't follow my heart but instead lead it.

Now, I'm wondering if that cycle happens every 6 months until I find her.. or is it just a mere coincidence.. Hmm..

Happy new year everyone!