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Was I mistaken do you say.. Do you say what you mean..
When you say our love could last forever....

October is over.

Hello November.. And oh, I didn't notice but time was ever so quick. A year has passed by and here I am back at square one. I did start over but I must admit not everything went smoothly. I'm not celebrating that it's been a year now but this day marks as one of those life changing dates in my life. I really don't want to remember what happened on this day but I need to acknowledge that without such events I wouldn't  have been  able to appreciate what happiness and contentment really means.

Cheers to another new beginning. Now I could say that, our lives is usually full of twist and turns (or thorns ) but now I have a different perspective. So, I'm looking forward to those unexpected twists..

I'll end this entry with this qoute..

To those of you who have pushed me, thank you- without you I wouldn’t have fallen.
To those of you who laughed at me, thank you- without you I wouldn't have cried.
To those of you who just couldn’t love me, thank you- without you I wouldn’t have known real love.
To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you- without you I wouldn’t have felt them.
To those of you who left me lonely, thank you- without you I wouldn’t have discovered myself.
But it is to those of you who thought I couldn’t do it-- it is to you I thank the most,
because without you I wouldn't have tried.

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"You arent going to be her first, her last, or her only. She's loved before, she will love again, but if she loves you now what else matters? Shes not perfect. You arent either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if she can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She isnt going to quote poetry, shes not thinking about you every moment, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you could break. Dont hurt her, dont change her, dont expect more than she can give. Dont analyze. Smile when she makes you happy, yell when she makes you mad, and miss her when shes not there. Love hard when there is love to be had."

Now, teh next questions are..

Where is she?
Who is she?
When will I meet her?
Or have I met her?
Is she the one I'm thinking of right this moment?

I wonder...

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I'm currently in a state of trance. I don't know how to explain this but there were so many questions running through my mind lately. So in lieu of going home after the orientation for KCON this morning, I went to my usual thinking space at  binondo. Traffic was quite heavy on the way, I guess everyone's on the run to divisoria and tutuban for an early christmas shopping. Even with the scorching heat of the sun the ride was worth the while.

Dropped by binondo church for a while, stayed, listened and bid a silent God bless and congratulations to the couples who were being wed a while ago. I really don't get it but how come when I see a couple being wed everything just seems to flashback. Maybe that's just my intuition.. or that warm and fuzzy feeling that someday, I too will be on that spot..

After that went to Wai Ying for some good old comfort foods. Chicken feet, Shark's Fin and Hakaw. Oh I'll never get tired of going back to this restaurant. Beside from the fact the the food is great, the establishment has been with me through good times and bad times as well. I have a good set of memories on that restaurant. Dined here with family, friends, and even just with myself. Ate heartfully during those happy moments and cried with a bowl of hot congee during those sad times. I know, feels kinda weird doing things like that in such a place. But hey, this is how i cope up with reality. Sue me..

Yup! that's me alright. Making life changing decisions in a busy restaurant. And today, i've found the answer to that question. I don't know about you guys but in my opinion it's really hard to think on an empty stomach. hehe. And the other thing is.. I never left the place without an unanswered question or an empty decision. and in addition to that.. no regrets if ever i did make the wrong choice/decision. Life is gooood! =)

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You're asking the wrong question.
What you need to know is, are you in the position to give her the love she needs. And whatever happens or doesn't happen will be equally gratifying. Knowing that you're capable of love is enough. If it isn't her, it will be someone else. You've discovered a wellspring, simply allow it to flow and it will fill your world. Don't try to keep a safe distance so as to see what happens. Don't wait to be certain before you take a step. What you give, you will receive, although it might sometimes come from the place you least expect.

-excerpt from The Witch of Portobello

Just read about this a while ago on a friends blog. I wonder if it's a wake up call. Should i take the plunge?