The best part of life is having someone worth waiting for.

Some of the things written on this entry was written not so long ago. Never really got to post it since today..

"Pasensya ka na.. di ko po alam kung gaano katagal dapat magkakilala ang dalawang tao para magkaroon ng pagkakataon na magyaya ang isa para lumabas."

I told her I liked her. Wrote it in a card coupled with a simple and beautiful yellow tulip. And with that, an invitation to go out.. a dinner perhaps. I really want to know more about her. Atleast an inch at a time. I may have told her i like her but still i feel anxious. A bit shy.. or should i say paranoid? Still the torpe part of me gets on me at times. But I know what I need to do. That is.. Hope for the best. And prepare for the worst.

I'm not gonna go through much of the details. Still she had no answer about my invitation. Instead she had questions. One of them was "Baket?, Baket ako.. there are other girls better than me.."

I haven't told her my reply to that. But i'm hoping I'd get the chance to. And I was hoping she didn't have to see herself as that low or in such level for that matter.

Thinking out loud. I don't know why or how you see yourself that way. Forgive me. It's because i'm thinking it was my fault why you thought of yourself that way. I want you to know I respect your opinion and your words. But somehow, someday.. I'm hoping that it would change. That you could see yourself the way I do. Right through this eyes and heart of mine. Yes, you told me that there are other girls better than you.. so i thought hard about what you said and i admit that there are also other guys better than me.. but then, that wouldn't keep me from trying and doing all that i can to be the best one for you.