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Had one of the best days last sunday. Went out with my siblings, had lunch at chili's. Didn't mind the bill. Just ordered what they wanted for lunch. Well it was my treat, and sky was the limit. Had fun indeed. Watch prince of persia after lunch and just spent time with each other. It's been a while since i had this kind of bonding moments. =)

Mom message me yesterday, saying she's happy to hear that we all went out together last sunday. I replied it would have been better with you and dad were with us too. Uhmm, maybe next time..

My sister knows about what happened with me and lyn. But I wasn't able to tell her the whole story. Though i think she understands everything.. there are still those things that should be explained.

Felt the urge to write. Forgive me about those fragments above. I'm just too tired and just went typing what came into mind. Been back to reality since yesterday. Damn workload. Should have been immune to these things since I turning 3 years in the company soon. But hell.. not. haha. Wish i could explain furthermore but im just too tired.

And i was thinking how i have changed in a very short time. I could enumerate and elaborate the changes i did and made, Both in the way i think and in my lifestyle. But then again, I'm now asking myself.. is the change really for me?

... I know i shouldn't be anxious of anything.. but then again I feel that i need to be..

once in a while maybe..