It has been a while since i wrote something about love.. or just the misery of being out of love. Hadn't been expressing myself lately. I had great ideas of what to write. But never got to write it. Usually had that burst of insight while walking on the way to the office. It's either I forgot what those things are or I just don't feel like writing them here because of complicated things.

Somehow, I feel complicated. Yes I am happy.. but in someway sad. I learned a bit of a good news na bad news. In short complicated. Don't ask what it is. It's complicated.

I dunno why i am feeling this way. I know i was making myself ready for this day to come yet I still feel uneasy. To sum it all up it is really that much complicated. A friend told me "ganun talaga.. eto naman.." well, siguro nga.

btw, i had to post how my basil plant was doing. It looks good. Its flowers blossomed. And it grew up to be a healthy plant. Now i have something to use when cooking pesto / pasta and other herbed foods. Yummy. oh crap remembered something about that word. Basta yun. Fresh herbs are still the best, in my opinion.

Maybe i'll write down some emotional shit these coming days. ciao!

 

 

Currently listening to: el debarge - time will reveal
Currently feeling: complicated
Posted by lovefull on April 16, 2010 at 10:00 PM | 15 cares

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Comment posted on April 29th, 2010 at 10:28 AM
ohhh yeah! buhay na buhay si basil. hahaha inggit ako :(

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Comment posted on April 18th, 2010 at 09:53 PM
uhhh ako ba nagsabi nung line na un? Hehehe

Anyway, saying "it's complicated" is like how the people in harry potter say "you-know-who". You know it's there, people are aware of it but no one's brave enough to really speak about it. Well in your case it hurts too much but you know, somehow, sharing that wound with someone is what would help close that up. Like really exposing that wound no matter how painful it would be. Well.. Just sayin' hehehe
Comment posted on April 18th, 2010 at 10:28 PM
oo ikaw haha. I guess you do have a point. I'll try to expose that wound. Somehow..
Comment posted on April 19th, 2010 at 09:28 PM
well syempre not just to anyone hehe
Comment posted on April 19th, 2010 at 09:47 PM
hehe. opcors. :)
Comment posted on April 17th, 2010 at 09:14 PM
is only one thing that crosses my mind when i read “it’s complicated”
Comment posted on April 17th, 2010 at 09:16 PM
*there is
Comment posted on April 17th, 2010 at 11:41 PM
and that is??
Comment posted on April 18th, 2010 at 12:40 AM
a relationship
Comment posted on April 18th, 2010 at 10:09 PM
not all relationships are complicated. XD hehe but you got yourself a point there.
Comment posted on April 17th, 2010 at 01:18 AM
wow! nice plant!!! >:D
plant more tapos post the pics! >:D
demanding?!? ahaha natuwa lang ako sobra sa plant!haha

parehas tayo masaya pero minsan may underlying lungkot sa saya. ang labo!hahaha
Comment posted on April 17th, 2010 at 06:01 AM
probably try to plant other herbs siguro. was thinking rosemary and mint. XD
Comment posted on April 16th, 2010 at 11:58 PM
Life is all about complications so cheer up.. hehe..
Comment posted on April 16th, 2010 at 11:26 PM
I'm like that when I'm pre-menstrual --complicated/ indescribable. haha. baka magkakaroon ka na! oh no..

nice basil plant! :) green thumb!
Comment posted on April 17th, 2010 at 06:00 AM
haha. di yun e..