It's complicated.
It has been a while since i wrote something about love.. or just the misery of being out of love. Hadn't been expressing myself lately. I had great ideas of what to write. But never got to write it. Usually had that burst of insight while walking on the way to the office. It's either I forgot what those things are or I just don't feel like writing them here because of complicated things.
Somehow, I feel complicated. Yes I am happy.. but in someway sad. I learned a bit of a good news na bad news. In short complicated. Don't ask what it is. It's complicated.
I dunno why i am feeling this way. I know i was making myself ready for this day to come yet I still feel uneasy. To sum it all up it is really that much complicated. A friend told me "ganun talaga.. eto naman.." well, siguro nga.
btw, i had to post how my basil plant was doing. It looks good. Its flowers blossomed. And it grew up to be a healthy plant. Now i have something to use when cooking pesto / pasta and other herbed foods. Yummy. oh crap remembered something about that word. Basta yun. Fresh herbs are still the best, in my opinion.
Maybe i'll write down some emotional shit these coming days. ciao!
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frankstub14
midnightdreamer (guest)
Anyway, saying "it's complicated" is like how the people in harry potter say "you-know-who". You know it's there, people are aware of it but no one's brave enough to really speak about it. Well in your case it hurts too much but you know, somehow, sharing that wound with someone is what would help close that up. Like really exposing that wound no matter how painful it would be. Well.. Just sayin' hehehe
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themidnightdreamer

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nasaloobangkulo
nasaloobangkulo
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nasaloobangkulo
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nancydrewnaadik
plant more tapos post the pics! >:D
demanding?!? ahaha natuwa lang ako sobra sa plant!haha
parehas tayo masaya pero minsan may underlying lungkot sa saya. ang labo!hahaha
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impulsedriven
nice basil plant! :) green thumb!
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