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Ran that long today after work. The last I involved myself with such physical activity was 2 years ago on a badminton game. Sad to say. I should have started running last year. I remember lyn invited me to run after work but didn't entertain the idea. I just don't know what i was thinking during those times. Well, maybe because somehow I am tired. Work and other stuffs. But now, I guess I know I should have said yes. Maybe... Just maybe.. things would have worked out just fine between us. And by that.. I'll always keep in mind.. what she always says.. "Kung gus2 may paraan.. kung ayaw may dahilan." I hated that line.. but then.. i can't hide the fact that it's true..

In addition, I may have been afraid to run or tire myself. I was never that athletic type of guy. Had asthma when i was a kid. Thank God the last attack was during elementary days. Pero knna had difficulty catching my breath.. so i had to slow down after 7 rounds. I must not force myself to exhaustion.

Now. I decided to run. Not because of her but because I have a bunch of other reasons to.. I need some exercise. I am maintaining my weight at 68 to 70 kgs tops! Next is I was practicing my sense of decision making ability that is if i still had one.. I admit I always had problems on making decisions. Yes. even the smallest things like where to eat out at lunch or dinner. Lyn can attest to that. So I decided to run. Last I need to sweat. I think I have some disorder sweating. I ran 7 laps without stopping but I'd say the sweat I produced barely made a cup. Compared to others who were sweating furiously.. I had problems letting sweat out of the body. It's either I'm dehydrated or me problema na pores ng katawan ko.

I'm running twice a week. Wednesdays after work and sunday mornings before church just to get the pace going. And did i mention. Tonight.. I'm not sleeping alone.. I'm sleeping with "body pain" beside me.. hahaha. A good day, I say. So Good night.

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As I opened up the topic regarding running on sundays a while ago. Ma'am donna said baket sunday? kasama si misis? People at the office refers to lyn as misis. But they don't have any idea that misis decided to settle for (divorce) separation. So I just said. Hindi po. Pero tumatakbo rin po siya dito. And I stopped there. I always envied ma'am donna, the way their relationship is doing was definitely (perfect) ideal.  Her husband met with her at the track kanina. The happy couple was running together. Seeing them. I know where I went wrong. and Somehow I wished I could be happy like them. Someday... i'll be.. so till that day comes... i need to grow and be a better man.