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I'm tired of all the things that are happening to me. Eventhough I have this boring and somehow inactive lifestyle, i feel tired of all my struggles in life. But you know what.. I'm going to change the way i live, change how i spend each day. I am going to change myself because I know. I am in control.

I am tired. Yes, indeed. But somehow, I feel like I'll never get tired of loving you. I don't know when will this end. I can't say  "forever" because i consider the word as an understatement. And I don't want to say/write/use the word the way you used to in your letters. Because if I do.. I'll be honoring my word until my last breath. And it would be very hard for someone to love and never be loved back in return.

Somehow.. love does fade.. I say these words because you're love for me faded away. I don't know how, how long, or when it started. But I know now that I couldn't really do much about it. I wished we could have talked things out again.. as we used too.. I hoped we could have compromised. But then.. It's all a matter of choice. You made yours and I respect that. But i want you to know..  i meant every word i said.. when i said that i love you.

So Until that day comes.. I'm just gonna keep on loving you..

This one is one of the best songs i've ever heard. I don't know if you'd agree. But hey.. I love old songs. They just have so much meaning in them. Not to mention their melodies are just that "catchy". Good song eh? And about the acting on the music video.. You judge.. haha. Special mention to the fancy hairdos during the 80's. =) and the doctor too.

Keep on loving everyone..

I greeted miss lassie happy birthday today. I asked for forgiveness for the things i may have done or may have said something bad to/about her. She said thanks and it's ok.. that i didn't do anything or offended her. I told her that I have said some things not good about her in the past. I didn't tell her exactly what were those words. I just admitted the fact the i've wronged her. And she don't know about it because It was in a backstab kind of way. So here I am.. apologizing for all the bad words that i've said about her. esp. the devil thing. I'm sorry. I'm doing this because I am changing myself. And now i just realized that no matter what she did or does.. i have to see the good in people. Help them and not go backstabbing and stuff. Thank you lass.. and for saying you will..