lovefull

Good evening. I hope I didn’t wake you up for this. Well, let me start of with this. I tried surprising you during those times but somehow I wasn’t successful. So, I hope I’ve manage to surprise you this time. Forgive me if I was suddenly at your doorstep on the late hours of your birthday. And I apologize for not greeting you earlier or yet for being the first to greet you on this special day. Though I must admit I waited for the clock to struck 12 last night. I wanted to greet you but It’s just that I really don’t want to mess things up again for you. I don’t want to ruin anything. It’s your birthday and this is your moment. I wish I could have spent the day with you but then, it’s your birthday so I don’t have any right to wish for that and anything that has resemblance for that matter.

I could have written those words on the card.. but I didn't. I respect her decision and i don't want to sound ridiculous begging and asking for another chance that is pretty much impossible to happen.  Though i admit i am a lovefool.. this time i don't want to look like one infront of her. Instead I decided to write something a good friend would write. Simple words that have deep meanings. No dramas. No reasoning out. Just a plain and simple friendly card. I wrote something like...

Best wishes on your birthday and throughout the coming years. May you have many more birthdays to come. Hope you had a wonderful birthday. Call me if you need anything.. I'll be there.. even when you least expect it.

I might have forgotten to write the even when you least expect it part. Damn this memory of mine.