lovefull

I'm having those episodes again.. so i'm writing this to make myself feel good, in a way. How i wish i could be the old me.  The old lovefool who didn't really care about love. The one who lived before i met her.  I used to act like it doesn't  hurt when it hurts and act like it does when it really hurts.. but this time, it's not that easy. How much i wanted to be my old self but then i couldn't. 

So much have changed in just a short period of time.  And i know there would still be much change  to happen in the coming days. What is 3 years compared to a lifetime? Guess it's just a piece of the puzzle.. and I'd say a good piece of the puzzle. A piece worth remembering. If I consider my life as a jigsaw puzzle. Then there is a chance that i may have placed that good piece in a wrong way. Well, the puzzle is still not complete. I can't see the big picture yet. Everything's just starting to unfold.

As house says.. "People don't get what they deserve. They just get what they get. And there's nothing any of us can do about it." I think this pertains to all things people are getting or what is happening to them. May it be good.. or bad. Everything happens for a reason. And i believe that the only thing we can really do about it is to be satisfied with what we are getting. Be contented of what you have or what you are receiving. If something was taken, accept the fact and still be contented of what is left from/of you. And if something comes along your way that you think it's too much than what you are needing.. then.. be thankful. Be very thankful.