When everything feels like the movies..
Well, everyone has their own share of first time's right? Your first time to walk when you were a kid. First time to go to a particular place. First job. First crush. First love. First kiss and much more. She was my first. First kiss. My first girlfriend.. i told her i wanted her to be my first and last.. she acknowledged. but i guess i spoke too soon. My life never had a story till i met her. That day when i had my first kiss, and my first time to hear i love you from someone i love was the best day of my life. I remember the place.. the exact time.. and everything that happened at that exact moment. Heck i still remembered that she forgot to cook rice for her family dinner that day. haha. I went home that day with a great smile. It was pure bliss. Heavenly joy. The highest degree of happiness. Call it what you want. That day was so nice. If i could be given the chance to travel back to time.. I'd never hesitate to go back to that day. Kahit yun at yun lang paulit ulit. Rewind ng rewind. I could live with that.. and if i could really turn back time. i wouldn't change anything.. kahit na ganito na nangyari sa amin. Everything happens for a reason. And for whatever reason, no matter where you go, no matter what you do, no matter how you feel.. the world is irrational.
I am still keeping every word i said here. For how long? only time can tell. "Di ko alam kung pano ko sasabihin na iba ako.. na di tlga kita iiwan.. Sure ako sa nararamdaman ko.. promise.. pero natatakot ako sa nararamdaman mo para sakin.. pano kung mali ung naiisip ko.." My greatest fear.. losing her. I don't know if i ever told her that but that fear should have been my guide.. i don't know where i went astray.. I used to believe that "there is no fear in love, for perfect love casteth away fear "(John 4:18). Ngayon hindi na muna.. So take heed to your love ones.. no matter what.
As each day passes, i got this feeling that chances are steadily decreasing at a fast pace.. But i still believe...
Yun na nga. Felt like i was living in the movies. It was a dream come true. But know this... When everything feels like the movies.. yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.
-Nasasaktan ako.. hindi dahil sa mga nangyari.. bukod pa dun..
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deliriousdelight
hahaha. you totally remind me of someone.
aaaaanyway, i have to agree. that kind of bliss. it's heaven. it's something na if we could only freeze and preserve for an eternity, we would. but then again, that's what makes it more precious. the fact that it's there, only for a fleeting moment, then it passes. full of promises that don't always come true. ah well :)
lovefull
-i think you're mistaken.
deliriousdelight
lovefull
deliriousdelight
"Sure ako sa nararamdaman ko.. promise.. pero natatakot ako sa nararamdaman mo para sakin.. pano kung mali ung naiisip ko.." -eto pinanggalingan ng comment ko :p
lovefull
anung meron dun sa statement na un? anung overwhelming? :o psensya na mejo slow ako sa ganitong mga bagay.
deliriousdelight
"pero natatakot ako sa nararamdaman mo para sakin..pano kung mali ung naiisip ko.. "
-i had an ex, who told me this... or something like this. because i seemed loved him too much he was overwhelmed kasi he wasn't ready to get too serious. lol.
ewan kung pareho tayo ng kontekstong pinanggalingan pero that's what it reminded me of :p
Jim777
lovefull
-about that those encounters.. are you referring to #1 or #2 or is it #3 ?? haha. i think they're just trying to express themselves.
frankstub14
bipolaroid