lovefull

Of course there is.. Remember that day? The day when i first held your hand. You won't probably remember. You wouldn't probably care.. who cares anyway?.... but I do.. Lately, Memories of us just keeps on flashing back inside my head. I may have forgotten most of the details but last night, everything was clear. Like as if it just happened yesterday. That day.. was the 1st time i held your hand. That day, i mustered up the courage to hold your hand. We barely knew each other that time and I didn't know how you'd react but i went for it anyway. I was so happy it happened.. even if i was just holding your hand under that blanket to keep the other people in the room from knowing. Sigh..

Why can't it be like, it was before?

I used to believe that good things never last. While some don't even start. I used to think that way. Then everything changed when i fell in love with you.. I hoped we'd last forever. But something happened. I wish i could have been a better man. It must have been fate. But i never believed in fate. And now... i just knew the fact that.. Some things are more precious because they don't last.

Movie qoute:

Love is not negotiable. Love is … a guessing game and that's the beauty of it, there's no guarantees. It's like… diving into a pool of water without knowing if it's shallow or deep. And sure, yeah, if it's shallow you end up hurt and paralyzed from the neck down … but if it's deep…. you know... It's a leap of faith. It's like, it's like throwing yourself out there without any guarantees, dude, and that's what life's about. (Sigh) Ok, you know those carnival games? Right. And you know how some of them are really hard to win and some of them are super easy and everyone wins? It's just that that's the difference between love and sex. Sex is the game where everyone wins a little prize and no one goes home a loser. And … love is the game that's really hard to win. But if you do, and you get to take home that life-sized stuffed rhinoceros … it feels a whole lot better than taking home that shitty little plastic keychain.  – Leslie ("After sex")