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Something is still bleeding inside me today. The wounds are still fresh. Crap. I feel my body getting heavy.. it's as if it just wants to lay down and feel the comfort of my bed.. sigh..

Went to the my dentist, my favorite aunt, today. I had an appointment for a dental operation or should i say wisdom tooth extraction.. I The procedure took about 1 and a half hour. Damn tooth wont just budge off easily maybe because of the visibility. and Yeah! even with the anesthetic injected. Btw, I forgot. It wasn't just one tooth. It's a pair of teeth. My wisdom tooth has something that you might call a mini wisdom tooth.

My uncle, her husband, which also happens to be a dentist gave me something.. a tooth chamber where i could put my pair of wisdom teeth later. Nice. =)

       X-ray taken a month ago.                    Little Tooth Thing.                           Father and Son

 Now, i've always wondered. Why was it called the wisdom tooth? If you have them ,would that mean you become wiser? and then, why do i get the feeling i became dumber when the tooth was extracted. tell me.. haha.

By the way, i wished there was something like an anesthesia for the emotional pains that i feel.. Well, she said i was numb and insensitive.. but why do i feel so much pain and sorrows. I guess it's just me..  Now, will someone just pls stick a needle into my heart and inject a gallon of anesthesia inside me. But then come to think of it... The numbness will be gone when the effect of the anesthesia wores off... and I'm thinking you cannot remove all of the pain.. part of it will still be there.. Guess it's better to have felt it than not at all.. wait.. cguro pede na kahit isang beses mo lang maramdaman. haha.

Oh, you probably won't remember me. It's probably ancient history.
I'm one of the chosen few, who went ahead and fell for you.
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch. I fell to fast, I feel to much.
I thought that you might have.. Some advice to give.. on how to be..

INSENSITIVE